Will be done

When God says No,
I cannot think Yes.

Who can defy God's will
For when He wills, it will be done.

The passing of a sister in Christ

The passing of a sister in Christ

It is just not easy to swallow this. I thought the many deaths in my own family is enough
for me to accustom myself to deaths; considering the closest persons in my life have already left me by now. My beloved daughter Jasmine, my beloved mother and followed by my beloved father. After all the dearest persons in my life have left me, I thought all the demise of any other person would not affect me so badly. But its definitely not the case.

Every single drop of suffering of humanity, seen or unseen, heard or unheard whether fallen on the shoulders of a relative, colleague or stranger - -  all rakes up the mire of pain of the yesteryears...

My heart is heavy with an inexpressible pain.

My friend, you have fought the good fight and you are definitely stronger than anyone else.
Thanks for all the bread, cakes, tales, ears and more office tales.

I am sure you are enjoying your time with Jesus everyday.

Sorrow so burrowed, Wound so deep

O Sorrow, my sorrows;

Burrowed and entrenched in a wound so deep;

A wound so deep, a wound so deep;

For who knows my sorrows ?

So deep, o so deep in the wound,

trapped but yet struggling to come out in the open;

to express yourself but can no longer,

because you burrow deeper in your throes of agony;

How do I cry? when there are no more tears inside

How do I weep? when there is not a tender bosom who know my sorrow

How do I grief? when there is not a strong shoulder I can lean on

How do I mourn? when I do not remember the face of my beloved

How do I weep? when my voice can no longer coax it out in the open

And how do I lament? when my wounds are never healed?

Jesus You claim you are The Way, The Truth and The Life;

The One who weeps for our losses in our lives;

Who has gone through all the sorrows of our life,

The Man of Sorrows who lived, who died, resurrected and who lives!

Jesus, Please come and heal my wounds today so I may be alive in You.