Tuesday, June 28, 2016

Idiotic, so damn annoyingly idiotic


How to take the annoyance out of an annoying idiot?



Monday, June 20, 2016

Friday, June 03, 2016

Drudgery 20hrs 22plans


After slogging over more than 20 hours over 4 days to complete 22 lesson preparations, I feel tired suddenly. Not physical. Maybe mentally. More like a restless drudgery in anticipation of something remotely unsettling and unknown yet familiar.
Try to complete 1 more today?



Wednesday, June 01, 2016


One of my frustrations is from my wife :
1. She's incessantly late for everything - work, church, meetings with friends, dinner, you name it. And I get the only share of troubles that comes with it, at times the blames as well.

2. Messy on shared space but refusal to allow others to clear/tidy up things. Still boils down to pride and stubbornness.

I try to overlook many others not listed but currently these are the current top 2.



Tuesday, May 31, 2016

Life's frustrations breeds vulgarities


Some of my frustrations are:

1.Whenever I am at home i'm 'expected' to do some tasks. This is one disadvantage when the lines between working in office and home are blurred.

2.During my school holiday, this gets worse, I work also but when I forgot to do some tasks I received black face or grumbling.

3 . she works very late daily but still insists to cook dinner (Supper really). After a stressful day probably that's her destressor. So it's dinner at 9pm.

All these are not big issues but I guess some marriages gets diluted over time?

Amidst all the frustrations, ugliness of marriage is imminent. It's also called vulgarities.



Monday, May 30, 2016

School holidays


School holidays are here again. One week to work, sleep and rest. And to arm myself with another two and half weeks of buffer. That should handle those disruptions, exam preparations or any other. That's if everything goes well...



Friday, May 13, 2016

Weak week end


Here comes another wasted Saturday. Where is a decent weekend?



Friday, May 06, 2016

If you can't drown em, down em!


To forget the sorrows of yesteryear, tonight and tomorrow! Cheers🍺



Night Cap


Time for a Guinness



Painful weekend ahead


It's finally Friday.

A hot, humid afternoon.

The bread was satisfying.

It's the usual annoying thought of the coming Monday blues and the short weekend further shortened by the Saturday lessons to attend. What a pain.




Thursday, May 05, 2016

Permanent Scar, Everlasting Pain


Have been teaching for 1 day shy of 17 weeks.

Sick for almost 2 weeks. A chesty cough trails stubbornly.

A picture of a father with his almost twin-like children stabs the same deep pain in my heart.

I thought only scars are permanent. It seems the pain remains as fresh as a raw wound after almost 8 years.



Sunday, February 15, 2015

The Choice of Physical and Spiritual Birth


No one can choose to be born into this world, it is not a decision that one can make.
In other words our physical birth is not by our choice.
If physical birth is not by choice, Spiritual rebirth is even more so !

So you and I did not choose to be born and live wherever you and I are now.
The children did not choose to be where they are now. It is not by their choice.

There is no point in 'over'-bearing excessive remorse over physical deaths or the state of not being born of others or closed ones because you and I know this is predestined and not within our control.

There is also no point in analysing, arguing and dicing over whether who will receive God's personal salvation. There is no need for 'over'-bearing, excessive remorse over the possibility of them entering the gates of Hades because the names written on the Book of Life are God's decision and further more, you and I are not even certain of our own fate from now till Christ's second coming.

Saturday, September 27, 2014

Miracle Remain a miracle

Where is God's miracle today?

Where?

Jesus, intercede for us Jesus.

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

tickling the ivories

When can I play the piano like a pro?
will it ever happen? sigh...

Friday, September 19, 2014

Left and Right Pegasus


 

On the left is my Right Pegasus and on the right is my left Pegasus.


Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Need a lift?

Need a lift?

It's time

Fed up

It's time to make an inventory

It's time to switch inventories

It's time to focus on a different inventory

It's time

Monday, September 15, 2014

Mourn for the sixteen years

Celebrate? 16th anniversary??

Rather I mourn the death of my youth poured out unto this 16 years of accumulated moss from one bad choice , compounded with year after year of false hopes and stared down by a growing tower of insecurity.

I now stand and lean on my rock my saviour my Christ.

I am learning to walk now , by faith.

Saturday, September 13, 2014

Hopeless

I am totally hopeless and without dependent even now , knowing I have no children to turn to in my days to come. Hopelessness prevails all the days of my life.

I have no one else to turn to.

Thank God.

"Your children will kill you in your old age", a quote from my neighbor last night.

Amen.

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

happy fluttering butterfiles

 It is better to have happiness fluttering inside your heart than butterflies in your stomach.
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