Wednesday, August 31, 2016

National #1 favorite question


Q: how many kids do you have?
A: zero. It's a number and it answers your question.



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Tuesday, August 16, 2016

Gnite Mr Dee


Gnite Mr Dee. I am not impressed that you have been a long term resident in my private abode for almost three weeks in a row.

But then again, I also suspect you have been around longer than that, perhaps years but your sneaky and rat-like ways eluded my detection so well that you seem more a visitor that resident.

But tonight my suspicion rose to a blue moon like one during high tide.

I don't want to think or worry about you now.

Hitting the sack, so... don't wait for me to complain to Abba about you ok.

Now be gone.

Bye.



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Tuesday, August 09, 2016

Cannot be bothered


I cannot be bothered about everything in life anymore
What's the point?
Who cares



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Monday, August 08, 2016

TT


Jasmine where are you??????!!!!!!!!!!!
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭



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Friday, July 08, 2016

Early Blues?


Am feeling the post holidays blues already...



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Thursday, July 07, 2016

Depressed Dogs


It's very strange that dogs commonly  howl depressingly here everytime the speakers blared from mosques five times a day.



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Wednesday, July 06, 2016

Upside down root


Losing a loved one is painful, an experience that is difficult to face at the time of loss. It's memories brings pain over time, albeit less painful as its numbed over time.

Losing my one and only child and knowing I will never have another is a totally different thing to swallow all together. The pain at the time of loss is the least and the beginning of an eternal avalanche of ever increasing torture that is delivered blow after blow on a daily basis.  I am still receiving it after 8 long years. That painful torture can be described as a hopeless future that stems from a loss in the past. The root is nursed by the bleak future, unlike the root of a tree that supplies and contributes to the future growth of the tree. Cutting off or forgetting the root doesn't work here.



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Two things


For the past eight years, every day I think of only two things. One, How would my daughter look, talk, behave and and smile and laugh with me if she is alive and well today. Two, why did this had to happen and continue to torture me daily.
As one who believes in God and His son Jesus Christ, I no longer blame God for it. The pain however continue to plague me years on.



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Tuesday, June 28, 2016

Idiotic, so damn annoyingly idiotic


How to take the annoyance out of an annoying idiot?



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Monday, June 20, 2016

Happy F***er's Day


Happy F***er's Day!



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Friday, June 03, 2016

Drudgery 20hrs 22plans


After slogging over more than 20 hours over 4 days to complete 22 lesson preparations, I feel tired suddenly. Not physical. Maybe mentally. More like a restless drudgery in anticipation of something remotely unsettling and unknown yet familiar.
Try to complete 1 more today?



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Wednesday, June 01, 2016


One of my frustrations is from my wife :
1. She's incessantly late for everything - work, church, meetings with friends, dinner, you name it. And I get the only share of troubles that comes with it, at times the blames as well.

2. Messy on shared space but refusal to allow others to clear/tidy up things. Still boils down to pride and stubbornness.

I try to overlook many others not listed but currently these are the current top 2.



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Tuesday, May 31, 2016

Life's frustrations breeds vulgarities


Some of my frustrations are:

1.Whenever I am at home i'm 'expected' to do some tasks. This is one disadvantage when the lines between working in office and home are blurred.

2.During my school holiday, this gets worse, I work also but when I forgot to do some tasks I received black face or grumbling.

3 . she works very late daily but still insists to cook dinner (Supper really). After a stressful day probably that's her destressor. So it's dinner at 9pm.

All these are not big issues but I guess some marriages gets diluted over time?

Amidst all the frustrations, ugliness of marriage is imminent. It's also called vulgarities.



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Monday, May 30, 2016

School holidays


School holidays are here again. One week to work, sleep and rest. And to arm myself with another two and half weeks of buffer. That should handle those disruptions, exam preparations or any other. That's if everything goes well...



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Friday, May 13, 2016

Weak week end


Here comes another wasted Saturday. Where is a decent weekend?



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Friday, May 06, 2016

If you can't drown em, down em!


To forget the sorrows of yesteryear, tonight and tomorrow! Cheers🍺



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Night Cap


Time for a Guinness



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Painful weekend ahead


It's finally Friday.

A hot, humid afternoon.

The bread was satisfying.

It's the usual annoying thought of the coming Monday blues and the short weekend further shortened by the Saturday lessons to attend. What a pain.




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Thursday, May 05, 2016

Permanent Scar, Everlasting Pain


Have been teaching for 1 day shy of 17 weeks.

Sick for almost 2 weeks. A chesty cough trails stubbornly.

A picture of a father with his almost twin-like children stabs the same deep pain in my heart.

I thought only scars are permanent. It seems the pain remains as fresh as a raw wound after almost 8 years.



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Sunday, February 15, 2015

The Choice of Physical and Spiritual Birth


No one can choose to be born into this world, it is not a decision that one can make.
In other words our physical birth is not by our choice.
If physical birth is not by choice, Spiritual rebirth is even more so !

So you and I did not choose to be born and live wherever you and I are now.
The children did not choose to be where they are now. It is not by their choice.

There is no point in 'over'-bearing excessive remorse over physical deaths or the state of not being born of others or closed ones because you and I know this is predestined and not within our control.

There is also no point in analysing, arguing and dicing over whether who will receive God's personal salvation. There is no need for 'over'-bearing, excessive remorse over the possibility of them entering the gates of Hades because the names written on the Book of Life are God's decision and further more, you and I are not even certain of our own fate from now till Christ's second coming.

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