When I heard the question posed to my wife, I didn't feel much pain.
Instead I felt the passing bittermess and jealousy. It was just a feeling and nothing personal. I wasn't angry with the enquirer.
Like other similar scenarios, this experience made me question my own faith, question God and life. This experience also discourage me of any good in life and that u should live for the moment instead of aiming for eternity. It just makes me want to squeeze everything selfishly out of life and give up once and for all.
Such a typical strategy that works everytime - right Satan?
Meanwhile I am still at the losing end of this battle.
Instead I felt the passing bittermess and jealousy. It was just a feeling and nothing personal. I wasn't angry with the enquirer.
Like other similar scenarios, this experience made me question my own faith, question God and life. This experience also discourage me of any good in life and that u should live for the moment instead of aiming for eternity. It just makes me want to squeeze everything selfishly out of life and give up once and for all.
Such a typical strategy that works everytime - right Satan?
Meanwhile I am still at the losing end of this battle.
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