Miracle Remain a miracle

Where is God's miracle today?

Where?

Jesus, intercede for us Jesus.

tickling the ivories

When can I play the piano like a pro?

will it ever happen? sigh...

Left and Right Pegasus

Pegasus 30 !

 

On the left is my Right Pegasus and on the right is my left Pegasus.

Need a lift?

Need a lift?

It's time

Fed up

It's time to make an inventory

It's time to switch inventories

It's time to focus on a different inventory

It's time

Mourn for the sixteen years

Celebrate? 16th anniversary??

Rather I mourn the death of my youth poured out unto this 16 years of accumulated moss from one bad choice , compounded with year after year of false hopes and stared down by a growing tower of insecurity.

I now stand and lean on my rock my saviour my Christ.

I am learning to walk now , by faith.

Hopeless

I am totally hopeless and without dependent even now , knowing I have no children to turn to in my days to come. Hopelessness prevails all the days of my life.

I have no one else to turn to.

Thank God.

"Your children will kill you in your old age", a quote from my neighbor last night.

Amen.

happy fluttering butterfiles

 It is better to have happiness fluttering inside your heart than butterflies in your stomach.

f a i t h

God is testing my faith in Him
Even though my heart is breaking daily,
even though things are not working out as i may wish,
even though i may wait for something or nothing
To Him be ALL Glory.

Synergies and Transformations in the workplace

In the movie "In Good Company'', they called it 'Synergy'.
My employer calls it 'Transformation'.

Whatever big words they try to camouflage the uncertainties in our employment future with the company, we all know what it means and we feel the jitters in the next 9 months.

If a good change is upcoming in my job, I'd like to hear the proposition.
If a bad change is upcoming in my job, I'd like to hear the proposition.

Well they tell me the proposition comes around in the next 1-4 months; and the proposition becomes activated 3 months thereafter, however it might be good or it might be bad.

So in the meantime, look for a job ?

Sunrise & Shadow on the Sand

Sunrise

 

Shadow on the Sand

 

Sun at the beach

The sun at the beach by the sea,

What clear skies, Simply love it !

Deactivated Facebook

Deactivated facebook account today.
Its just too depressing.

He held my heart today

Today God strengthened and braced my crumbled heart on a day special to those who celebrate.

Live with lesser blessings

Another rough week,  an even rougher week end.

I prayed to God this morning to help me live with lesser material blessings in life.

Praise Lord.

Thankful God for not prospering me with children

No, God did not bless us with any baby last year. It's 25-June 2014 today and so far He has not blessed us with any baby yet. We got a baby but the blessing was undone almost immediately with unspeakable sufferings all the way till the she died and was delivered - still.

Memories and wounds still raw in my mind, fresh wounds emerge and dug deeper in the same wound every time I see God blesses others.

So I say Thank God for not prospering me today!

HAPPY MAIDTHERS' DAY

Meaningless Mother's Day

Meaningless mothers day ，meaningless , meaningless !

happy mothers day

happy mothers' day my foot!

I lost my mother and father.
I lost my daughter.

I am a childless orphan.

Depressing facebook

Everytime I log on to facebook I get depressed...