Chicken Rice

Friday, May 06, 2016

If you can't drown em, down em!

To forget the sorrows of yesteryear, tonight and tomorrow! Cheers🍺

It's finally Friday.

A hot, humid afternoon.

The bread was satisfying.

It's the usual annoying thought of the coming Monday blues and the short weekend further shortened by the Saturday lessons to attend. What a pain.

Thursday, May 05, 2016

Permanent Scar, Everlasting Pain

Have been teaching for 1 day shy of 17 weeks.

Sick for almost 2 weeks. A chesty cough trails stubbornly.

A picture of a father with his almost twin-like children stabs the same deep pain in my heart.

I thought only scars are permanent. It seems the pain remains as fresh as a raw wound after almost 8 years.

Sunday, February 15, 2015

The Choice of Physical and Spiritual Birth

No one can choose to be born into this world, it is not a decision that one can make.
In other words our physical birth is not by our choice.
If physical birth is not by choice, Spiritual rebirth is even more so !

So you and I did not choose to be born and live wherever you and I are now.
The children did not choose to be where they are now. It is not by their choice.

There is no point in 'over'-bearing excessive remorse over physical deaths or the state of not being born of others or closed ones because you and I know this is predestined and not within our control.

There is also no point in analysing, arguing and dicing over whether who will receive God's personal salvation. There is no need for 'over'-bearing, excessive remorse over the possibility of them entering the gates of Hades because the names written on the Book of Life are God's decision and further more, you and I are not even certain of our own fate from now till Christ's second coming.

Saturday, September 27, 2014

Miracle Remain a miracle

Where is God's miracle today?

Where?

Jesus, intercede for us Jesus.

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

tickling the ivories

When can I play the piano like a pro?

will it ever happen? sigh...

Friday, September 19, 2014

Left and Right Pegasus

Pegasus 30 !

On the left is my Right Pegasus and on the right is my left Pegasus.

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Need a lift?

It's time

Fed up

It's time to make an inventory

It's time to switch inventories

It's time to focus on a different inventory

It's time

Monday, September 15, 2014

Mourn for the sixteen years

Celebrate? 16th anniversary??

Rather I mourn the death of my youth poured out unto this 16 years of accumulated moss from one bad choice , compounded with year after year of false hopes and stared down by a growing tower of insecurity.

I now stand and lean on my rock my saviour my Christ.

I am learning to walk now , by faith.

Saturday, September 13, 2014

Hopeless

I am totally hopeless and without dependent even now , knowing I have no children to turn to in my days to come. Hopelessness prevails all the days of my life.

I have no one else to turn to.

Thank God.

"Your children will kill you in your old age", a quote from my neighbor last night.

Amen.

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

happy fluttering butterfiles

It is better to have happiness fluttering inside your heart than butterflies in your stomach.

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

f a i t h

God is testing my faith in Him
Even though my heart is breaking daily,
even though things are not working out as i may wish,
even though i may wait for something or nothing
To Him be ALL Glory.

Monday, August 18, 2014

Synergies and Transformations in the workplace

In the movie "In Good Company'', they called it 'Synergy'.
My employer calls it 'Transformation'.

Whatever big words they try to camouflage the uncertainties in our employment future with the company, we all know what it means and we feel the jitters in the next 9 months.

If a good change is upcoming in my job, I'd like to hear the proposition.
If a bad change is upcoming in my job, I'd like to hear the proposition.

Well they tell me the proposition comes around in the next 1-4 months; and the proposition becomes activated 3 months thereafter, however it might be good or it might be bad.

So in the meantime, look for a job ?