meaningless

I find life quite meaningless. no real enjoyment or anything to look forward to. even work now to me is just probably a healthy, tiring and irritating way to distract myself from depression.

In Ecclesiastes King Solomon mentioned "meaningless" many times in reference to the pursuit of happiness. ‘A calm and humble life will bring more happiness than the pursuit of success and the constant restlessness that comes with it.’ - Einstein's humble quote, said it all. The King however enjoyed and tried everything he could try. He probably knew and concluded that life and in particular the pursuit for happiness is meaningless. However he probably was not negatively affected by it being meaningless, if we read the book in its entirety. Probably.

As for me,  i am facing and feeling meaninglessness of life daily in the form of sadness, hopelessness, depression, etc. So by being irrated and tired by work, i escape them for some hours daily.

To wrong a right

When a verdict is served to wrong a right
Let wrong judgement take its course

A bad deed leads to calamity
Where corruption isnthe foundations of their lives

Let the evil complete their evil course
And stoke the fires of hell, their next destination

So go ahead and sin!
Don't turn back no more.

So depressed

First, car was hit from behind
On the way to station, car was hit in the front by some object that flung out from a lorry
Then was told i was in the wrong in the accident.